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Oh That Devil Inside

Oh that demon within. Will you make yourself known? When the switch flips south and light exits the room you attack my thoughts without mercy. Your resolve and will is ideal. You drive your intentions deep into my soul. And there I lay, the monster inside playing around within me like a wrecking ball. You exist in all of my doubt about life and tear me apart the more I really try to run from you.

But I am going to fight no longer, only to tenderly embrace your presence. Does this bemuse you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so powerful and so tight due to my inability to see the battle boosted your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more I moved. But like I announced before, I embrace the darkness now.

Things have changed. I will see well now that darkness can deliver light. There’s no fear in this heart anymore in regards to you showing up. Why? Because… you are here…right here within me. Not walled out from me any more. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Truly present.

I am finally mindful of what you really are and who you turned me into. No, I’m not attempting to fool anyone any longer by showing them a smile on my face. No, I should just be myself. So I tip my cap to you to all the times you cut me down. Now, let’s take a hike and work this thing out. I'd like to hear what you have to say about all the years of the past. How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you happy with your achievements? Maybe I will even clap to your success?

But we are moving on and this is the start of a long relationship. It’s going to be difficult, but I’m going to start speaking with you for the very first time. But now, my decisions are primarily based on light. It’s time to begin to live my life and make the best choices I possibly can. But I know that I must check in with you…oh harsh devil deep within. You can show me an untraveled path that is worth exploring in of its own. You can show me places I have always been afraid to go. But to ignore you further would be out of stupidity. Stupidity. Fear.

So let’s take a walk. I would like to hear what you have got to say.

Evan Sanders is the author of The Words Of Encouragement a website dedicated to spreading encouraging words to everyone who visits and giving them a reason to continue chasing after their dreams. If you are stuck in a rough place, perhaps dealing with that devil within right now, please read these quotes about depression. They will help. A lot.






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